|We'll be hopping around on one foot, looking through one eye
||[Feb. 26th, 2010|11:08 pm]
Spent the hour and half in traffic figuring out exactly what I was going to say. A shooting star flew by right when I didn't think I could be able to spit out my jumbled thoughts. That star told me I could do it. I had confidence. Then I saw you and it all went away. I don't want to get upset and sappy because I know you don't like that. But I do. I am sappy and passionate and sentimental and we're polar opposites on that aspect. I wish we could meet halfway. But it's not your fault because I can't tell you that. I'd rather everything appear to be ok than to have the fear of it getting worse because I said something. It's not fair to either of us. |
I'm gonna spend the entire cruise missing you. Maybe that will give me the strength to come back and speak up.